Cross
My old man's a white old man
And my old mother's black.
If ever I cursed my white old man
I take my curses back.
If ever I cursed my black old mother
And wished she were in hell,
I'm sorry for that evil wish
And now I wish her well
My old man died in a fine big house.
My ma died in a shack.
I wonder were I'm going to die,
Being neither white nor black?
And my old mother's black.
If ever I cursed my white old man
I take my curses back.
If ever I cursed my black old mother
And wished she were in hell,
I'm sorry for that evil wish
And now I wish her well
My old man died in a fine big house.
My ma died in a shack.
I wonder were I'm going to die,
Being neither white nor black?
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Langston
Hughes, in his poem “Cross” address the difficulty people of mixed race have of
finding their identity and role in society. The title of the poem connotes a
mixture of two things. For example when you cross breed you are mating two
different species together to have a mixed offspring that does not exclusively
belong to either group. Mulattos such as Hughes, similarly had trouble
identifying themselves in times when racial tensions were high; whites didn’t accept
them because they had tainted blood and
they didn’t completely fit into black society. The speaker identifies two old people
in the first stanza. Besides their age, the only identifying characteristic
that the speaker provides is that the man is white and that the woman is black.
The differences in how he views them can be understood to be a result of their
race. I believe that the man and the
woman represent his respective white and black side. The speaker condemns the
old, white man which symbolizes him condemning his white background . Line 4 -5,
“If I ever cursed my white, old man / I take my curses back” suggests that the
speaker curses himself because he doesn’t want to be part white. However he is
shown to be incapable of hating himself because he takes his curses back. This
shift represents the speaker’s acceptance of himself as part white. Similarly,
in the second stanza, the speaker condemns his black side through is black, old mother on line 6 he wishes “she
were in hell”. The speaker eventually accepts his black heritage on line 7-8, “I’m
sorry for that evil wish / And now I wish her well”. The speaker’s reaction to
his white and black side parallel each other because he first rejects both of
them and also ultimately accepts both of them. However the poem ends with the
speaker unclear of whether he should identify himself as black or white. The identity
he assumes will cause him to lead vastly different lives. Lines 9 – 10, “My old
man died in a fines big house. / My ma died in a shack” reveal that where you
end up in life is skewed by your race. The last two lines of the poem, “I
wonder where I’m gonna die / Being neither white nor black” create the
ambiguity of which race the speaker should identify with. The lines suggest
that it is not necessarily his choice of which race he will belong to but
rather fate or some other external factor will decide. The last two lines could
also be interpreted as suggesting that because the speaker is mulatto he will
end up taking a new path in life different from a black or white person. He may
neither take the path of the white man that causes him to die in the fine big
house or the path of the black mother that causes him to die in a shack. This poem
was written to raise questions but necessarily provide answers.